Bummer!!!

My Mrs Happy came.....darn!!
So another month here we goo.
Novemeber 22nd first day of menstruel.
28 day
Dec. 4th, Dec. 5th, Dec. 6th very fertile, Dec 7th very fertile, Dec 8th fertile
Dec. 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th very fertile, 8th ferile, 9th fertile.

Yesterday.... Am I? I think?

Ok so i took two tests yesterday. 7days late yesterday...nothing! And I took a curosity test.  I saw a tiny tiny blue line on the side that says "positive". And the other test, came out the same way...... My husband doesn't agree with it because its so faint. He says wait 4days and take another. I think i convienced myself I am.... but who knows?

Waiting Patiently.....

SO if you didnt know...Im waiting.... waiting....very patiently! Its the 19th. Last month i had my awesomeness 5days late due too my cyst thats 6cm. So today is the 5th day going off the calender. We shall wait.......

CONGRATS TO MY COUSIN CRYSTAL WHO JUST RECENTLY JUST HAD A BABY GIRL....this past week.

and

CONGRAT TO SANDRA, WHOS HAVING A BOY, DUE AT THE BEGINNING OF APRIL 2011.

and heres the cutest baby picture i found!!

and can't deny this one with foot on the stomach....! too cute!!

So off to Mrs. Happy, Mrs. Crampy Means Not Prego

I was like 6 days late on my period to the calucalator.  Last month September 13., But that September i was normal starting, eh?

Heres some facts I looked up off of a website
FACTS:

Most women have a 15 to 25 percent chance of getting pregnant during their cycle.

Nearly 50 percent of couples conceive during the first 3 months.

About 75 percent of couples conceive during the first 6 months.

Up to 90 percent of couples conceive during the first year.

On the average, there are 280 days from the first day of your last period to your due date

Month 1----

Sunday 17th October 2010 - First day of your cycle

28^th, 29^th, 3^rd, 4^th, are my fertile days........ lets see

My Dream to Adopt a child.......

Foster care adoption costs: $0 to $2,500. Most public agencies in the foster care system place children with special needs only, a category that is defined differently in each State but may refer to children who must be placed with siblings, who are older or in a minority group, or those with disabilities. Up-front fees and expenses may range from $0 to $2,500, including attorney's fees and travel expenses. In foster care adoptions, fees often are kept to a minimum or even waived, so that final costs to parents are negligible. In some cases, the child may even be eligible for government subsidy payments (often called adoption assistance), Supplemental Security Income, or Medicaid coverage. (These resources are described at the end of this factsheet.)

Adopt from Adoptuskids.org ........

As if no one knew....

Ok no one doesn't.... And lets keep it that way!! For one its secret for some people. And its meant that way. Last month it didn't happend, i took several tests, and all came out negative. I really want a baby. I know it takes time. Everyone says that. Everyone around tells me that, and I get that really i do. Everyone at work, my friends, and people i dont know are getting pregnant. So going off in my 3rd my cycle but this time a challege. A cyst....next week an ultasound to see how bad. I hear you can have baby and it can go away. I hear birth control pills are the method of treating it (ugh like i wanna go back on them?, i want a baby) So im off to the ovulation calender,, in my 3rd cycle. (by the way no period this time, and not prego, so diving into it)

Oct 19-24 fertility days but the 23rd high fertile day

A Second Ovulation calender says..... 22-25 but 24&25 high fertile days.

More less anywhere between 19-25th........

BaBy DuSt to me......